That's because you were "After" Merc.. There was "Original Merc" "Middle Merc" and "After Merc" Thyrm/Balor/AssassinTMG, Firedancer/Sundered et al, and the return of Thyrm/MoeTerva...TSN goes belly up.. Mercs move to NWN.. and whatever other ego inflating.. history rewriting self deluded age...